Friday, December 24, 2010

From the House of Spirits by Isabel Allende

When I was in the doghouse, I wrote in my mind that one day Colonel Garcia would stand before me in defeat and that I would avenge myself on all those who need to be avenged. But now I have begun to question my own hatred. Within a few short weeks, ever since I returned to the house. it seems to have become diluted, to have lost its sharp edge.

I am beginning to suspect that nothing that happens is fortuitous, that it all corresponds to a fate laid down before my birth, and that Esteban Garcia is part of the design. He is a crude, twisted line, but no brushstroke is in vain.
(emphasis mine)

The day my grandfather tumbled his grandmother, Pancha Garcia, among the rushes of the riverbank, he added added another link to the chain of events that had to complete itself. Afterward the grandson of the woman who was raped repeats the gesture with the granddaughter of the rapist, and perhaps forty years from now my grandson will knock Garcia's granddaughter down among the rushes and so on down through the centuries in an unending tale of sorrow, blood, and love.

homosexuality and sin

Another thought I have about homosexuality is that it is a sin- but that is not relevant to whether or not someone should be queer. Going to church is a ssin for Muslims, celebrating Halloween is a sin. It is a sin to not live a genuine life in that it is dishonest creates misery betrays integrity of the human person.

So why focus on it?

The reason I see is the concept that people are gay and proud. This I think conflicts with cultural expectations of heterosexist society to cover things that aren't perfectly in acccordance with the Bible or Qur'an. It makes sense that being gay and proud is a direct reaction to heterosexism andd is a way to take proactive measures agaisnt heterosexism because as a concept it resists seeing homosexuality as in any way wrong.

thoughts on theories of sexual misconduct

The obsession with homosexuaality/bisexuaality/queerness generally is a neurosis that seems unjustified if you look at the Bible. Fornication seems like it is more of a priority and is mentioned over 100 times, while homosexuality is mentioned under 10 times. Aside from homophobia being bad for everyone in society because of setting a standard of limiting civil rights and freedom, promoting intolerance and closed-mindedness, self-righteousness, rigid constructs of gender that define and confine women to a class of domestic servants who bear children in the service of men who determine the course of society, the unacceptability of hate, homosexuality does not look like a to priority to God. Promiscuity as a principle looks like aa much more serious concern. So why don't we as a society privilege chastity over promiscuity not heterosexuaality over homosexuality.

Monday, December 13, 2010

about.com and a few comments of types of angels

Functions of the Angels
The angels can be divided into three group of three, a trinity of trinities. The lowest group, comprised of Angels, Archangels and Principalities, are charged with communicating God’s will to humanity, with Principalities governing princes and nations; Archangels caring for sacred things and functioning as messengers between God, the angelic hierarchy, and humanity; and Angels acting as personal guardians.

The middle order, composed of Dominions, Virtues, and Powers, regulates divine governance. They are not interested in human affairs.

The highest order, consisting of Seraphim, Cherubim and Thrones, is entirely focused upon God, eternally contemplating and praising him.


Other Names
The Angelic or Empyrean realm is sometimes referred to by a variety of other names such as the Supercelestial, Divine, Religious, Pythagorean or Intellectual realm. Human intellect is seen as superior to all other functions within humans, thus the association.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Yoga and meraj

As a child and young man Mohammed showed few signs of his prophetic destiny. He was well known for his moral integrity and good character but it was not until his forties that he became aware of his true purpose. Through a series of transformative experiences Mohammed was prepared for his divine role. These experiences culminated in the amazing Meraj (or ‘Ascent’).

The experience of the Meraj, like the rising kundalini that Abdula had seen, would not only revolutionise Mohammed’s awareness but send out shock waves which resonated in the unconscious of all Arabians and later, all the world.

Through the Meraj Mohammed realized the need for the establishment of a new culture. He was to establish a creed that went beyond the petty tribal boundaries, blood feuds and violent practices prevalent at the time. To go beyond such ingrained behaviour patterns Mohammed drew upon an awareness of superhuman proportions. He transcended the limitations of the human mind and tapped into the universal intelligence. His vision then became universal: to unite the peoples of Arabia under a system of morality, justice and compassion. A system that would serve as the foundation for one of the greatest civilisations in recorded history.

The Meraj gave Mohammed the confidence, wisdom and superhuman energy to attempt such a revolution.

In this visionary experience the angel Gabriel escorted Mohammed from his humble quarters to the Dome of the Rock in Jerusalem. There the Buraq, a fantastic steed with the body of a horse, the head of a woman and the wings of a bird, greeted him. She shone with dazzling white brightness and her tremendous strength bore Mohammed up into the cosmos through the various divine dimensions.

Gabriel escorted Mohammed on the Buraq through the seven heavens. Each heaven had its own guardian angel and resident prophet who ruled the dimension in accordance with God’s laws. Mohammed bowed to guardian angels who determined his readiness to enter into their heaven, and then Mohammed respectfully paid homage to the reigning prophet. The prophet in turn blessed Mohammed and ushered him on to the next heaven and so on.

At the sixth heaven Gabriel brought Mohammed to the verge of the seventh. The archangel said that he himself could go no further. This, the seventh heaven, was the last frontier between god and man and Mohammed was ushered into the place described as the abode of God almighty.

Their Mohammed saw a beautiful, radiant tree with wondrous multicolored leaves. It was here that he communed with God and learned of his true purpose.

This beautiful and inspiring vision has motivated millions of Muslims for more than a thousand years. Its significance becomes even more universal when we examine it from the perspective of kundalini awakening, using the symbolic language of the universal unconscious.

The seven heavens through which Mohammed passed must of course correspond to the seven chakras that exist within the human body. Each chakra, say the yogis, is the abode of a special deity whose character embodies the chakra’s innate spiritual qualities. The human chakra system is a microcosm for the entire Eastern pantheon of gods, goddesses and heavenly beings. The prophets and angels that Mohammed encountered in each heaven could well have been these same inner deities that the yogis personally discovered through intense meditation.

The seventh heaven or chakra is the ‘Crown Chakra’ also termed Sahasrara. Yogis have described it as the most important of all the chakras for it represents the ultimate level of mystic awareness.

Like all the chakras it has a specific number of petals (in this case more than a thousand)|. Each chakra not only has a specific number of petals but also a specific radiant colour. The sahasrara’s appearance however is said to contain all the colours of the rainbow for it contains within it all the aspects (and hence the colours) of the six other chakras below it.

Such ancient yogic descriptions of the sahasrara could logically correspond to the resplendent and multicoloured sidrat which Mohammed encountered in the 7th heaven.

The kundalini is a feminine energy often described as an ‘inner goddess’ or ‘mother energy’. Her ascent from the sacrum, through the chakras located in the spinal cord, is the process of self-realisation. When the kundalini arrives in the crown chakra (sahasrara) the seeker experiences the complete transformation of awareness. One is taken beyond the limits of the human mind into the mystical states of meditation described by sufis and yogis alike.

In fact C.G. Jung described the kundalini as the ‘divine feminine ‘or ‘God the mother’. Notably, Mohammed’s vehicle for his own ascent through the heavenly dimensions was the lady-faced, dazzling buraq. The buraq could well be a feminine, Arabic synonym for kundalini.

In conclusion Mohammed’s ascent through the seven heavens was, in fact, the ascent of the kundalini, taking his consciousness with it, to divine union with the god almighty.

It is no coincidence that the entire Meraj is described to have started and finished in an incredibly short period of time: While sitting in his room Mohammad heard someone grasp the door handle and the sound of the latch clicking was the last thing he heard before Gabriel’s appearance and the duo’s departure on their spiritual journey. Mohammed’s return to mundane experience restarts with the next few clicks of the same latch movement. In other words the entire experience occurred in a sort of ‘no-time’. This is not an unusual proposition since meditation is a state of awareness created by the ascent of the kundalini through the chakras. As it pierces the sixth chakra (‘third eye’ or Agnya) and seventh, it takes the meditator into the state of ‘thoughtless awareness’ (Nirvichara Samadhi) and beyond. This is a simple state where one experiences true mental silence, beyond the normal mental awareness of past/future, cause/effect .

The mind, as this editorial column has often discussed before, can only deal with the dimension of past and future, cause and effect, thought and memory. However, the state of meditation begins in the ‘spaces between the thoughts’. This is the numinous dimension where there is no passage of time but only a singular, silent, eternal, thought-free and joyful experience.

It was from this dimension of awareness that Mohammed perceived the divine vision of a universal culture and spirituality. Through his meditative vision he learned of humanity’s higher potential thus his mystic perception of the universal spirit and its presence within each of us became the template upon which he sought to fashion a new society whose foundations lay not in issues of common material interest but in the unique awareness of self realization. Mohammed was, in fact, laying the first building blocks for the emergence of a spiritual civilization that may only now come into fruition.

from: http://www.sol.com.au/kor/15_02.htm

Description of angels

By the Kabalah teaching; the 72 angels are the inhabitants of the nine divine Choirs as described by the kabalistic tree of life, and are what we all often refer as the Guardians angels, or Guide angels. By the Kabbalah and many other spiritual teachings the angels connect us to the energies of the Divine, by using the metaphor of the step down transformer-an electrical device (the angels) that decreases a high voltage source (the divine or God) so that it can be plugged into a lower voltage receptor (humans), on the other side, when we invoke, pray or appeal to the divine, the angels serve as kind of amplifiers to transmit our small and finite communication to the vast and infinite universal divine.



The angels are energetic embodiments and vibratory expressions of the qualities and person of the divine. They awaken our consciousness to the presence of the divine that already exist in each and every human being ( our soul ). By partaking of them we activate aspects of the divine within us. While we are said to contain all the angelic characters within us and tune to them in different degrees, we have correspondence to particular angelic forces more, according to our time and date of birth.



Angels are neither male nor female, but they are often referred to as he or she. They do not have a human form because they are made up of divine energy; some call it love and light. Angels will project themselves to us in a manner we are most comfortable with, which means we often see them as human. If they have a message to give us, they may even come to us in the form of a departed loved one, so as not to scare us. Other ways Angels may appear to us is through lights, colors, sounds, feelings, thoughts, dreams and scents.

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Here is a description of the seven primary chakras and how its connected to the kabalistic and Christian angelic system

Muladhara: Base or Root Chakra (last bone in spinal cord -coccyx) serve for communication with the "Angels" from the "Yesod" Sphira - Foundation/ wholly remembering/ coherent knowledge

Swadhisthana: Sacral Chakra (ovaries/prostate) serve for communicate with the "Principalities" from the "Netzach" Sphira - Contemplation/ Initiative/ persistence

Manipura: Solar Plexus Chakra (navel area) serve for communicate with the "Archangels" from the "Hod" Sphira - Surrender/ sincerity/ steadfastness

Anahata: Heart Chakra (heart area) serve for communicate with the "Powers" in the "Tipheret" Sphira - Symmetry/ balance/ compassion

Vishuddha: Throat Chakra (throat and neck area) serve for communicate with the "Dominions" from the Chesed Sphira - Mercy/ Grace/ Love of (intention to emulate) God and for communicate with the "Virtues" from the "Gevurah" Sphira - Judgment/ strength/ determination

Ajna: Brow or Third Eye Chakra (pineal gland or third eye) serve for communication with the Cherubim from "Chokmah" Sphira the Divine Reality/revelation and also for communicate with the "Thrones" in the dimension of "Binah" - Understanding/ repentance/ reason

Sahasrara: Crown Chakra (Top of the head; 'Soft spot' of a newborn) serve for communication with the "Seraphim" from the "Katter" Sphira - Crown Divine Plan/ Creator




from: http://guideangel.com/

Description of angels

By the Kabalah teaching; the 72 angels are the inhabitants of the nine divine Choirs as described by the kabalistic tree of life, and are what we all often refer as the Guardians angels, or Guide angels. By the Kabbalah and many other spiritual teachings the angels connect us to the energies of the Divine, by using the metaphor of the step down transformer-an electrical device (the angels) that decreases a high voltage source (the divine or God) so that it can be plugged into a lower voltage receptor (humans), on the other side, when we invoke, pray or appeal to the divine, the angels serve as kind of amplifiers to transmit our small and finite communication to the vast and infinite universal divine.



The angels are energetic embodiments and vibratory expressions of the qualities and person of the divine. They awaken our consciousness to the presence of the divine that already exist in each and every human being ( our soul ). By partaking of them we activate aspects of the divine within us. While we are said to contain all the angelic characters within us and tune to them in different degrees, we have correspondence to particular angelic forces more, according to our time and date of birth.



Angels are neither male nor female, but they are often referred to as he or she. They do not have a human form because they are made up of divine energy; some call it love and light. Angels will project themselves to us in a manner we are most comfortable with, which means we often see them as human. If they have a message to give us, they may even come to us in the form of a departed loved one, so as not to scare us. Other ways Angels may appear to us is through lights, colors, sounds, feelings, thoughts, dreams and scents.

Number of angels

The Number of Angels
How many angels there are? Only God knows. The Much-Frequented House is a sacred heavenly sanctuary above the Kaaba, the black cube in the city of Mecca. Every day seventy thousand angels visit it and leave, never returning to it again, followed by another group.[1]

from http://www.islamreligion.com/articles/41/

More on angels

The Angels

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Angels are unseen beings of a luminous and spiritual substance that act as intermediaries between God and the visible world. Belief in their existence enters into the definition of faith itself: "The Messenger believes in what was sent down to him from his Lord, and the believers: Each one believes in God, His angels, His Books, and His Messengers" (Quran II:285; cf. II:177, IV:136).

The word for angel, malak, whose root meaning is "messenger", occurs more than eighty times in the Quran and repeatedly in the Hadith. The Islamic concepts of creation, revelation, prophecy, the events that occur in the world, worship, the spiritual life, death, resurrection, and the central position of man in the cosmos cannot be understood without reference to the angels.

In philosophical and Sufi texts, angelology is often an essential component of both cosmology and spiritual psychology, since the angels enter into the definition of both the macrocosm and the microcosm.

from http://www.islamawareness.net/Angels/murata.html

Friday, November 19, 2010

Looking for angels

In the midst of the difficulties I have with my mind, and focusing on positive things and avoiding anger or resetnment when I have no reason to dwell on negative thoughts, I haave often tried to look for angels. Angels appear as white light or sparkling light. Or Shadows that shine and are translucent.

And they act on the world. Focusing on them is a positive way to refocus energy and create a better mindstate. It also helps clear away the negative trips that are a part of life.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Yazid, 2nd Umayyad Caliph

Drunken, every day, even in Mecca. You treated the holy city like a slum.
We remember you for refusing seven battles of the Muslims
You were forced to fight an eighth in spite of your fear.
(Some say God forgives you all that cowardice for being the leader.)
You ruled over the death of the Prophet’s beloved family.
We still weep that Husayn died at Karbala because of your infamy.
Your rule bent the back of Zaynab bint Ali.

You make small pious deeds shine with your memorable corruption.
Each time I decide not to strive for glory tastes more blessed.
Each day I try to collapse myself into a sizeable goodness.
Straining to avoid censure, I avoid some mosques to be modest.
I have relinquished the need for company or talk and keep silence.
I work to keep a veil over me, to help Allah cover me.

Will I resemble Yazid or be like Husayn filled with purity?
I read the Qur’an and write poetry,
Recoling from arrogance and filled with anxiety.

O Allah, make me like her!

What deeds gave you a jeweled palace secured
In heaven by the lips of the Messenger?
You have a spacious grave attended by the kindest angels.
O Lady Khadijah, beloved of our Lord Mohammad, forever,
I pray my heart proves to be pure like yours.

Dearest Allah, Your love shines in my life forever,
But I struggle to be faithful. My sins obscure
My faith and my piety. My financial dealings have been
Fraught with temptation and sin. Our Lady Khadijah in her dealings remained so pure
Of usury and corruption. Please make me like her.

She fed the poor and hungry. She gave the ability to marry
To those who could not afford it. She deserved
The titles, Ameerat-Quraish, Princess of the Quaraish
Khadija Al-Kubra, Khadijah the Great, Al Tahir,
The Pure. Merciful Allah, conform me to her image.

When the Messenger would retreat to Mount Hira
To fast and pray she would feed him. Her wealth assured
The Messenger had time to cultivate his spirit. The birth of Islam relied
On her support. When the Prophet descended and shivered
She was the one to put a blanket around him and to comfort him.

She was the first Muslim. Without her the Prophet would have had no supporter,
And no way to establish our faith. Her riches succoured
The converts. Her faithfulness to the Blessed Message
Sanctified her for all time. What love and piety! I wonder
About how I could follow her example more.

What made her marriage to the Messenger’s so strong and sure?
Lady Aisha asked what made her worthy of his love like no other.
He replied: “She accepted me when people rejected me, she believed in me
When people doubted me, she shared her wealth with me when people deprived me,
And Allah granted me children only through her.” Beloved Allah, cast me in her mold!

O Lady Khadijah we know there are four women above all others
Khadijah bint Khuwaylid, Fatimah bint Muhammad, Mary bint Emran
and Asiya bint Muzahim, the wife of Pharaoh.
You were the perfect wife for the Seal of the Prophets and the most perfect mother.
O Allah, encourage me to strive harder! O Allah, help me be pure! O Allah, make me like her!

Monday, July 12, 2010

A word on the world

...people buy things they don’t want, with money they don’t have, to impress people they don’t even like! If this is you–and maybe you have a lot of this, or a little of it–remember the grave. That’s where it ends.


http://www.ilmfruits.com/al-hakumu-at-takathur

more on Wara: Two hadith

The Prophet (s.a.w.) said: What is lawful is plain and what is unlawful is plain, and between the two are doubtful matters about which not many people know. Thus whoever avoids doubtful matters maintains clarity and assurance in practicing the religion and protecting his or her honor; but whoever falls into doubtful matters falls into the unlawful, like the shepherd who pastures his flock around a sanctuary, letting it graze almost but not quite inside. Truly every king has a sanctuary, and truly Allah’s sanctuary is His prohibitions. Truly in the body there is a morsel of flesh which, if it be whole, all the body is whole and which, if it be diseased, all of it is diseased, and truly it is the heart. [Bukhari and Muslim]

The highest degree of wara’ is indicated in the saying of the Prophet (s.a.w): "One will never achieve the level of mutaqqin (Godfearing virtuous persons) until he avoids even what is not considered sinful because he is afraid of failing into the prohibited." [Tirmidhi]

Scrupulousness

The abstinence known by humanity during the Age of Happiness50 was perfectly observed by the blessed generations following the Companions, and became an objective to reach for almost every believer. It was during this period that Bishr al-Khafi’s sister asked Ahmad ibn Hanbal:

O Imam, I usually spin (wool) on the roof of my house at night. At that time, some officials pass by with torches in their hands, and I happen to benefit, even unwillingly, from the light of their torches. Does this mean that I mix into my earnings something gained through a religiously unlawful way? The great Imam wept bitterly at this question and replied: Something doubtful even to such a minute degree must not find a way into the house of Bishr al-Khafi.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Happiness

Ultimately what guides human experience? Fundamentally there is a quality that we all value in life- and it is such an absolute good that it i almost moral in nature- It is Happiness.

The Buddha said:

I teach one thing and one only:
that is, suffering and the end of suffering.


What is this in some sense but that he taught happiness.

What makes us strive for heaven? and how is heaven measured? Happiness.

Happiness is what makes life worthwhile.

More thoughts on happiness:

Happiness: Buddha Quotes
Meditate. Live purely. Be quiet. Do your work with mastery. Like the moon, come out from behind the clouds! Shine.

Happiness: Buddha Quotes
Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.

Mediation to become happy:

Imagine your buddha-nature – the essential purity of your own awareness – symbolically as a pearl of radiant white light at your heart. And all of that incandescent, radiant white light is of the nature of joy, of loving-kindness that has always been within you. Then, with each in-breath, imagine drawing from this inexhaustible source of light at your heart, as if you were drawing water from a well. With each in-breath imagine drawing out the light from this source, a source that can be so easily obscured while we attend to others things, as our priorities become lost in distractions. With each in-breath imagine drawing this light out, like drawing from a deep well. Then with each out-breath imagine this light of well-being, this light of loving-kindness, suffusing every part of your body, your mind, your spirit. Then think: May I experience genuine happiness and the very source of happiness itself. May I be well and happy.

Genuine Happiness: Meditation as the Path to Fulfillment, B. Alan Wallace

Instruction for happiness:

Instructions for Happiness
If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.



Religion is about making people happy. It is about long term successful happiness.

I am thinking now in the mdist of beign really miserable- should I just work to be happy and fulfill my religion? IS then religion just instructions on how to do that?

All religious instruction aims merely at creating happiness.


The Dalai Lama

see more at: http://www.buddhism-blog.com/happiness_quotes/

“I believe that the very purpose of our life is to seek happiness.” — The Dalai Lama

see more:

http://abundance-blog.marelisa-online.com/2009/03/09/happiness-tips-from-the-dalai-lama/

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Jesus and the man born blind

WHO SHOULD WE BLAME?

John
Chapter 9
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1 As he passed by he saw a man blind from birth.
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2 His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"
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Jesus answered, "Neither he nor his parents sinned; it is so that the works of God might be made visible through him.
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We have to do the works of the one who sent me while it is day. Night is coming when no one can work.
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While I am in the world, I am the light of the world."
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When he had said this, he spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva, and smeared the clay on his eyes,
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and said to him, "Go wash 3 in the Pool of Siloam" (which means Sent). So he went and washed, and came back able to see.
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His neighbors and those who had seen him earlier as a beggar said, "Isn't this the one who used to sit and beg?"
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Some said, "It is," but others said, "No, he just looks like him." He said, "I am."
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So they said to him, "(So) how were your eyes opened?"
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He replied, "The man called Jesus made clay and anointed my eyes and told me, 'Go to Siloam and wash.' So I went there and washed and was able to see."
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And they said to him, "Where is he?" He said, "I don't know."
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They brought the one who was once blind to the Pharisees.
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Now Jesus had made clay 4 and opened his eyes on a sabbath.
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So then the Pharisees also asked him how he was able to see. He said to them, "He put clay on my eyes, and I washed, and now I can see."
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So some of the Pharisees said, "This man is not from God, because he does not keep the sabbath." (But) others said, "How can a sinful man do such signs?" And there was a division among them.
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So they said to the blind man again, "What do you have to say about him, since he opened your eyes?" He said, "He is a prophet."
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Now the Jews did not believe that he had been blind and gained his sight until they summoned the parents of the one who had gained his sight.
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They asked them, "Is this your son, who you say was born blind? How does he now see?"
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His parents answered and said, "We know that this is our son and that he was born blind.
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We do not know how he sees now, nor do we know who opened his eyes. Ask him, he is of age; he can speak for him self."
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5 His parents said this because they were afraid of the Jews, for the Jews had already agreed that if anyone acknowledged him as the Messiah, he would be expelled from the synagogue.
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For this reason his parents said, "He is of age; question him."
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So a second time they called the man who had been blind and said to him, "Give God the praise! 6 We know that this man is a sinner."
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He replied, "If he is a sinner, I do not know. One thing I do know is that I was blind and now I see."
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So they said to him, "What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?"
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He answered them, "I told you already and you did not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you want to become his disciples, too?"
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They ridiculed him and said, "You are that man's disciple; we are disciples of Moses!
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We know that God spoke to Moses, but we do not know where this one is from."
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The man answered and said to them, "This is what is so amazing, that you do not know where he is from, yet he opened my eyes.
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We know that God does not listen to sinners, but if one is devout and does his will, he listens to him.
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7 It is unheard of that anyone ever opened the eyes of a person born blind.
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If this man were not from God, he would not be able to do anything."
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They answered and said to him, "You were born totally in sin, and are you trying to teach us?" Then they threw him out.
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When Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, he found him and said, "Do you believe in the Son of Man?"
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He answered and said, "Who is he, sir, that I may believe in him?"
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Jesus said to him, "You have seen him and the one speaking with you is he."
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He said, "I do believe, Lord," and he worshiped him.
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8 Then Jesus said, "I came into this world for judgment, so that those who do not see might see, and those who do see might become blind."
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Some of the Pharisees who were with him heard this and said to him, "Surely we are not also blind, are we?"
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Jesus said to them, "If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you are saying, 'We see,' so your sin remains.

Monday, June 28, 2010

anger and speech

I have been thinking a lot about anger and controlling my tongue. The habit of talking when angry is an addiction to sleep. Like dietary habits where I do not have control losing my temper orr eating haram meat shows a lack of self-control.

A lot off the spiritual path is about self-control. It says in Galatians: 13You, my brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature[a]; rather, serve one another in love. 14The entire law is summed up in a single command: "Love your neighbor as yourself."[b] 15If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other.

Life by the Spirit
16So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. 17For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. 18But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.
19The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

22But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. 26Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.

Galatians 5:16-26.

I have been working a lot with the concept of forgiveness. And with the concept of satisfaction.

This all goes back to the concept of joy. Joy is about being truly happy for the blessings in one's own life and the lives of others. Anger detroys joy as does excessive talk about life that is negative and unsspiritual.

To be quiet and patient in trouble will lead to being happy and joyful.

This is a practical matter. The path to holiness requires controlling one's tongue and one's anger. This is based on patience and humility before God.


we look at Palestine and the anger and hatred there between the Palestinians and the Jews. How can we expect there to be peace in Israel if we can't control our own anger in our privileged lives in the Bay Area? What do I really have to hold against anyone. I should be able to forgive anyone and not stay angry with people. I should be able to take the pressure of my own discomfort.

It has been narrated by Abu Huraira (May Allah be pleased with him) That Allah's Messenger Muhammad (PBUH ) Said:

“ The strong is not the one who over comes the people by his strength”
"But the strong is the one who controls him while in anger."
In another narration by Abu Huraira (May Allah be pleased with him man said to the Prophet Muhammad (PBUH ) Advise me.
The Prophet Muhammad (PBUH). Said :

" Do not become angry “
The man asked the same question again and again and the Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) Replied by in case by saying:

“ Do not become angry and furious”


This iss the same message as Galatians. do not become angry. practice self-control. When we think about the gnostiic message that the soul was caught in this lower realm and would try to escape to a higher state upon death we think that anger is a way to keep the soul trapped and polluted it is interference.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Scrupulousness

I found this concept in my reading and it was really eye opening to me. Usually I think people think that if something isn't really condemned that it is ok. Wara' is a concept that is an Islamic concept that if something is not clearly right it is wrong. I found that very illuminating and it has changed my thinking on a moment to moment basis.

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In the Sahih of Muslim, and certain other works, the following hadith is recorded on the authority of Abu- Hurayra (r): "O mankind! God is good, and accepts only that which is good. He has given the believers the command He gave to the Messengers: 0 Messengers! Eat of the good things, and do good also, Truly, I am All-Aware of what you do, [23:51] and: 0 mankind! Eat of what is lawful and goodly in the earth, [2: 168] and: 0 mankind! Eat of the good things with which We have provided you." [2:168] Then he spoke of "a man On a long journey, wild-haired and dusty, who raises his hands up to heaven, saying, 'Lord! Lord!' and yet his food is unlawful, his clothes unlawful, and his drink unlawful, and his sustenance unlawful: how, then, shall his prayer be answered?"

Bukhari and Muslim relate on the authority of Ibn Bashir (r) that the Prophet (sallallahu `alayhi wa sallam) said, "The lawful is clear, and the unlawful is clear. But between the two are ambiguous matters not known to many people. Whosoever avoids these matters, has preserved his honour and his religion intact. But whosoever falls into them shall fall into the unlawful, in the fashion of a shepherd who grazes his flock around a sanctuary, so that he is near to violating it. Assuredly, every king has a sanctuary, and God's sanctuary on this earth is composed of his prohibitions."

They also relate on the authority of Aba Hurayra that the Prophet said: "Sometimes when I return to my family, I find a date on my bed or elsewhere in my house, and raise it to my mouth, but then fear that it might be from someone's charity, so I put it aside." [Despite his absolute poverty, the Blessed Prophet was not permitted to accept charity.]

Bukhari relates that 'A’isha (r) once said, "Abu Bakr (r) once said, "Abu Bakr (r) used to have a servant-boy who would collect the kharaj [a tax paid by non-Muslims on landed property in return for protection of the Islamic stage] for him, and Abu Bakr would buy food for himself out of this money. One day, however, the boy brought something, and Abu Bakr ate it. 'Do you know what that was?' the boy asked him, and Abu Bakr said, 'What?' 'In the jahiliyya," he said, 'I was a soothsayer; something which, in fact, I.did 1 not know how to do, but I deceived a man, who met me just now and gave me what you ate.' And Abu Bakr put his finger into his throat, and vomited all that was in his stomach."

According to Zayd ibn Aslam, 'Umar ibn al-Khattab (r) once drank some milk, which he liked. "Where did you get this milk?" he asked the man who had given it to him, and he replied that he had been on his way to a well, when he passed some animals which had been given in charity, and some people who were milking them; he had taken some of it in his water-skin, and gone away. Hearing this, 'Umar put his finger in his throat, and vomited it up.

It is related that 'All (r) had his bread brought in containers from Medina.

Yusuf ibn Asbat said, "When a young man worships, the devil says [to his minions], 'Look at his food.' If they find his food to be from an impure source, he says, 'Leave him alone; let him worship long and hard, for he himself has ensured that your efforts are not needed.’"

Hudhayfa al-Mar'ashi once watched people hurrying to join the first row in a mosque, and said, "They should hurry likewise to eat lawful bread.

When Sufyan al-Thawri was asked about the merit which attaches to praying in the first row, he replied, "Inspect the crust of bread which you eat, and find out where it comes from, even if this means praying in the last row." He also said, "Look to see where your money comes from, even if you have to pray in the last row."

Sari al-Saqati used to eat neither the vegetables nor the fruit of southern Iraq, nor anything else which he knew to come from that region. [at the time, the region contained many heretics of the Khariji and Qarmati sects]. He was very strict in this, by virtue of his great scrupulousness in matters of religion. Nevertheless, he, said, "Once, when I was at Tarsus, I was in the company of some young men who were much given to worship. The house contained an oven which they used for baking. When this oven broke, I bought a replacement with my own money, but so great was their scrupulousness that they refused to bake in it."

He once said, "Abu Yusuf al-Ghasali used to spend all his time at the war-front, and participate in sorties. When he did so, and he and his companions entered Byzantine territory, the others ate the meat which the Byzantines had slaughtered, while he refrained. "Abu Yusuf!" he was told, "Do you suspect that it is unlawful?" and he said, "No." "Then eat," they told him, "for it is lawful!" But he remarked, "Renunciation is only of lawful things."

Sari also said, "Returning once from a sortie, I saw by the road some clear water surrounded by some reeds. 'Sari!'. I said to myself 'If you ever eat or drink anything lawful in your life, then now is the time.' So I dismounted, and ate and drank, but heard a voice coming from someone I could not see, which said, 'O Sari ibn al-Mughallis! What about the money which enabled you to come here? Where did that come from?' And so I was disappointed."

'Abdallah ibn al-Jalla said, "I know a man who lived for thirty years in Mecca, who drank the water of Zamzam only when he could use his own bucket and rope, and who never ate any food which had been brought from another town.

Al-Mustafa ibn 'Imran said, "In times gone by, there were ten scholars who were particularly careful to ensure that they ate only lawful food: These were: Ibrahim ibn Adham, Sulayman al-Khawwas, 'Ali ibn Fudayl, Abu Mu'awiya al-Aswad, Yusuf ibn Asbat, Wuhayb ibn al-Ward, Hudhayfa of Harran, Daud al-Tai, and two others."

The great Hadith scholar Yahya ibn Ma'in recited this verse:

Lawful and unlawful wealth, both must pass away, and the sins thereof await the Final Day.

Sufyan al-Thawri was once asked about scrupulousness and he replied:

I have found, and you must not believe otherwise that scrupulousness applies to every small coin.
If you find a coin, but leave it alone, then know that you are a Muslim of piety.

When Yahya ibn Aktham was appointed judge, his ascetic brother 'Abdallah of Merv wrote to him the following lines:

Many a mouthful with coarse salt which you eat,
is more delicious than a stuffed date.
One bite which destroys a man is like
One seed in a trap, which breaks a bird's neck.

lbrahim ibn Hushaim was advised as follows by a friend of his before he left on a journey: "I advise you to act with righteousness, and to eat what is wholesome.

A Godfearing man does not fear his God
until his food and drink are wholesome;
and until what he earns and owns are wholesome too
and his speech is goodly and pleasant.
This is God's law, as told by His Prophet
So may He bless him and grant him His peace!"'

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Suffering and the oil spill in the gulf

The Oil Spill in the gulf is continuing andd appears to be the greatest envvironmental disaster in human history, topping even such events as Chernobyl and other nuclear disasters, perhaps with the exception of the depleted uranium munitions being used in Iraq. So when environemental disasters apppear, I always think is this my fault or the people who hate me, so I can assign blame. A psychotic thought but totally normal and natural. So- I thought this was my enemies. But on further meditation I reflected and after reading the story of the man born blind and when Jesus was asked is this the man's sin or his parents that this man is born blind, Jesus replied neither this is so that the Glory of God can be made manifest on earth. And this enviromental disaster strikes me as the collective responsibility of all people, in all our bad actions and negative deeds, each of us has in some wway contributed to this energy that is destroying the beauty and wonder of the precious Gulf. I can look into my karma and see it is my anger and my inability to control myself, and I can look at all the people who have stolen from me or lied to me or cheated me and say it was them.

The oil spill in the Gulf is a reflection of each of our karma, in some way or another. We all benefit from oil, if Barack Obama has not told us that we can assign blame to those in higher office nobody ever will. His decision to do absolutely nothing about the War in Iraq makes the NeoConservative platform an act of enlightened self-interest. We can't criticize the government as easily after this because Obama has done nothing different than Bush. We have to find a new cause for what is wrong with our planet.

We can't sit around and blame eachother, BP, Obama, or anyone else. Trying to resolve the crisis should be a personal goal for everybody, as should the goal of ending all suffering. Jesus also said, If someone commands this Mountain to throw itself into the ocean and has sufficient faith the Mountain will be cast down into the sea and become dust. I think we should all be working as much as we can to make a personal commitment to try to reverse the course of sufffering being intiated by this spill with the consciousness that we have all created it. It sounds impossible but with enough faith we can make a difference in the world. That difference can come from trying to transform our negative patterns and energies.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

saving the planet

Liberation theology is about making theology a second of third stage in the religious experience not a first stage of religious experience where a theologian reflects and meditates to learn but a reflection on praxis. So what is involved in saving the planet and what would a liberation theology of conscious raising for the planetary crisis look like?

I think it would basically involve affirming the worth of every human being who works and lives on the earth and affirming their value and the value of their work. So the baristas are on the planet making coffee with the right intention and the right attitude of love, peace, right endeavor. The teacher saves the planet teaching preschool with right intention etc. Each person within the social fabric makes an effort to save the planet with their actions by basing the actions on enlightened intentions. In intending to make the world the better place each person who works for the good of humanity in however way they work makes the fate of the planet better.

That is a beautiful thought if we think about all the people we have very encountered and how many of them are amazing wonderful people and how much God must love them and see them as fully capable of being the solution to all the problems we face.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

gods who shit

Part of Becker's line of reasoning was that we are these absolutely vast thinkers who shit. We cannot reconcile the fact that we shit with our ability to contemplate the universe and God. We can think about infinity but then we are reduced to this dying disgusting worm who is just shitting and eating and pissing away its life. The incongruity of our situation drives us insane. And we don't even clearly know what is bothering us because we are too repressed. We are giving our rationale for some insane behavior and it never occurs to us to consider that we don't even need this whole trip we've gotten into. We can just relax and be mortal and be happy. We are going to die. So unresist that, unrepress that and get in touch with the fact of our mortality our inability to achieve the greatness we contemplate and direct our energy elsewhere.

This is the beauty and genius of Islam. Aside from the endless regulations that help us have something concerete to obsess about , like is that najasa how much filth is in a pool that a donkey falls into if it is 300 gallons it's polluted but if it's 1000 gallons it's still clean in part allows us to contain our anxiety about our own craven nature and put some boundaries around it. It is an entire system that gives us the ability to contemplate our own limits and the infinity of God and cope and transcend. Look at Islamic art. Or as I recently discovered the nasheeds.

So you get insane evil like you see in the modern world because there are no structures left to contain the anxiety or help us to deal with the anxiety about our own death. We can't cope.

I think it is relevant to say that Muslims seem to me at this point to have spent a lot of time dealing in part with our own mortality by opressing women. Whether this was adopted from Christianity which I think in part it was, absorbed from cultures on the Arabian peninsula, or actually the Sunna I can't clearly tell, and there seems to be both a reluctance to identify it either way among Islamic feminists. Leila Ahmed seems more inclined to attribute it to surrounding culture and Chrsitianity, but I think Fatima Mernissi sees it basically as the Sunnah. Mernissi seems to me to be much more inclined to challenge the Islamic tradition rather than explain it.

So what then about feminism? If Muslims are going to really transcend our own sexism, as many people are talking about doing, then we need something from feminism. Perhaps this is an absolute commitment to the full human rights of women. But, perhaps the post-freudian obsessions of feminists in teh West (Europe, North America) would be relevant as well. A more post freudian analysis, which I was recently more sceptical about could be really helpful in explaining the psychology behind why Muslims are still repressed and sexist in spite of our full knowledge that women should have equal rights to men because it is oppression to deny women rights.

The whole thing about not looking at najasa. Filth. Don't look at your poop. This makes sense if we want to make it easier to contemplate God but it is a health issue. You can't know as much about your health without looking at your poop.

If sexism is just a neurotic attempt to deny the grave how awful. Aren't we supposed to meditate on the grave? The whole denial of women's right to be included in public space (not that true at this point in practice in North America because of people like Dr. Ingrid Mattson, president of the Islamic Society of North America)

Anyhow.

It is relevant to Buddhism as well that we deny our own death. But the Four Noble Truth's of Lord Buddha seem to have totally gotten over this. They describe a life style that both deals with death, and creates a structure for sublimation.

This is of course equally true if not more true of Islam because it is so much more accessible and nobody but the Buddha has attained enlightenement that we know of. So basically good buddhists go to heaven. And good Muslims have lives full of peace and love and goodness free from any repressed fear of death.

The point is that the repressed energy that we create avoiding our own death because it is so scary creates evil.

Ernest Becker

Ernest Becker wasa post-freudian who wrote The Denial of Death. The premise of his work was that the human attempt to deny our own death was the basis for all evil. The attempt to avoid dieing led to fascism particularly in his work because it led to the type of insanity where in a group psychosis induced by the inability to cope with indivudal or collective mortality people gave up their individual identities and forged an immortal whole in particular the Third Reich. It has been a while since I've read Becker, like over a decade. I am going to read it again and just keep you posted on what I find out. But consider that immortality is impossible but it is what is being sought after by people. People deny the most fundamental and inevitable truth of life. Everything that is founded on the inability to face mortality is evil because it is based on something that has a dishonest foudnation or a hopeless wish at its foundation.

The ability of the libido to attach freely, separate from denying death is the essence of transcendence. What are we transcending in transcendence?? THE FEAR OF DEATH.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Principles for life

The Reiki Principles



Just for today, do not worry

Just for today, do not anger

Honor your parents, teachers and elders

Earn your living honestly

Show gratitude to every living thing


http://www.reikithehealingpath.com/reiki_principles.htm

Monday, March 22, 2010

Feminism, Islam, and the erotic

I have been wondering about the importance of someone's marital status for their worth lately. Does it make sense that having a partner should make someone better or worse, more able to speak on valid erotic experience or disapprove violence and conflict? Does it give people credibility or does it make them look like they know more? Does it make someone have more of a grasp of how people work and what makes someone choose loyalty to their wife or loyalty to their mistress?

I think there is a certain amount of social hierarchy set up on who has an intact marraige and who doesn't. Does this just reinforce false beliefes about one person's superiority over another, and who is better than who?

Is the belief that your marriage makes you more valuable or less valuable just the result of insecurity and an inability to find independent value in the arts, or God, or philosophy?

It is absurd to think that one person is more satisfied with life than another based on their marital status. All that belief represents is a mindset that is dependent on external appearances and standards of worth that have no bearing on someone's true value.

What should we judge someone by then? On the Day of Judgement what will matter? Only a person's piety. There is nothing that will make someone more or less valuable to God than their piety and their good conduct. Your marriage won't make much of a difference. What do Muslims give as the most valid reason for divorce? A spouse who is bad for your religion.

What is this in process terminology. How can we conceptualize the actual event of the Day of Judgement, the Hour of Judgement within the words of Alfred North Whitehead? What would marriage look like within this schema.

The Day of Judgement is a day whose prehension occurs in each individual event of piety, the nexus of feelings which prehend the conclusion of time.

So then, what is piety in Process Thought?

It is the good the beautiful. A measurement of the sufficiently broad and not too narrow assessment of each event in order to prehend the satisfaction of the Universe most beautifully. Maybe piety would be the satisfaction of the indivdual'ss experience of God for each individual occcasion. Maybe piety is God's satisfaction. Maybe piety is satisfaction itself.

Marriage then would only be useful in the ways that it allowed each actual event to ccroncresce and realize its owwn a satisfaction. In other words in the ways that marriage allowed life and experience to become more full and complete marriage wwould be useful in time and in the satisfaction of this world.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Conversations between Feminism and Islam

mothering, language, art, love, freedom, the erotic, heterosexism

the erotic: I feel like there is a trend toward divorce that is a result of feminism that reflects something that has been wrong with heterosexual marraige for a really long time. Feminists in the defense of divorce have been tryign to overcome this problem through ending marriages that have been troubled. But what if we could take the ability of Islam to teach women to protect their virginity, something Irigaray talks about, and combine that with the feminist quest to locate feamle sexual energy back in a female space, not as a tool for men or an object of male power to use to manipulate women and further consolidate male power. On some level this is a discussion fo manon woman violence. The forcing of women into situations by men through phsyical means, coercion whatever. The concpet of consent seems like something that should be addressed. How to make our ability to take our desire into our own hands more powerful. To liberate ourselves from this voyeuristic violence where we watch ourselves and others with judgement and hatred.

The concept of rape has been something I have been thinking about for a really long time. How people violate other people in order to act out something other than the explicit violation. How we cannot prevent the violation and what to do about that. where to find power in the situation.

The rape march- is that going to help? It sounds like adding trauma to trauma.

On the topic of being published

I think beyond the question of the headshot that accompanies my article, I feel too much energy is on this one line where I talk about possible conveersations between islam and feminism. But this specific part reads:

Western feminism can still contribute to Islamic understandings of the mothering, language, art, love, freedom, the erotic, heterosexism,and other areas of human experience in spite of the need to start from assumptions that are not part of the Western feminist tradition. The work of "jamming the theoretical machinery itself" (Irigaray 78, 1985) is still valuable and grounds for dialogue.

That is the topic of this blog so I might just take a little time to talk about that here....

I have been published

I feel ok about this article despite the picture of me near the fire, not a good association unless you are a dead head and these days you aren't supposed to admit that either.

Click on "I have been published" to see the journal.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

gnosticism

I have been returning to the concept of gnosticism over the last few weeks. I am not sure why. Maybe it is the time of year Al Hijra. This is the month of Maulid, the celebration of the Prophet Muhammad's birthday(sallahu alayhi wa salam).

What is the Nur Muhammad? It is the original light, the NUR that existed outside of time before creation. Jesus, alayhi salam, was referred to as the light of the world by the writers of the gospels. Jesus, alayhi salam, was the word of God that brought all creation into being.

What is the point of religion, anyway? The Buddha taught that the nature of enlightenment, or nibbana, was the same as the snuffing out of a candle, the cessation of influxes. Is religion an attempt to understand this original light that is at the center of all people. Or not at the center but what remains after death.

Gnosticism is the attempt to understand this light, the light embodied in Jesus and Muhammad (sallallahu alayhi wa salam)

gnosis comes from one of two greek words to know. Similar to the french to know someone (connaitre) and to know something (savoir)